NJ Diva Girl

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Friday, July 27, 2007


It's been well over a year since I've posted and a whole lot has happened. I had a nervous break down essentially and I had to be hospitalized. Boy have things changed for me. I have a different outlook on life now. It seems that the little things are just not as important to me anymore. I'm a changed woman. I was also diagnosed with Bi-polar that's a whole other post in itself. Anyway, when I look back at my old post I kinda see where I started losing it. Anyway, I am dating a guy much older than me. He's 24 years older than me and I love every minute of it. Well that's all for now. Cause trust me I have a lot to tell in the next couple of posts.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Everything and Nothing

Ok so I've been MIA for a while. Really, nothing has been going on and then again everything. I really don't even know where to start. First and formost, school has been kicking my butt. Secondly, I've been in a funk since the argument with my siblings back in December. That's the problem. I control my anger, then when the shit hits the fan, it really hits the fan. At any rate, I'm still alive and kicking. Soon I'll get back into posting. So much has happened.

Thursday, January 05, 2006

Sibling Rivalry I

Yes, let it be known that I am one of those people who think of the glass as half empty. Well it's 2006 and I'm still on vacation. I took an extended amount of time off to recoup from '05 and what did I get? Grief! I had one of the biggest fights you could ever imagine with my sisters. We fought like cats and dogs. One sister pulled the other's hair out and the other one's thumb is broken. Why you may ask? Because. We just don't get along.

Here's a bit of background information: Rough childhood complete with sweat and tears. I am the eldest of the siblings. And by all accounts, I'm the sensible one. The one who's got her shit half way right. And those biotches are just straight up jealous. I had no idea they resented me so much, that they harbored such resentful thoughts.

So ok, it's mid-December and they say that they are coming to visit. I somehow felt a deep urge to run, change my phone number, move or go out of town. And I really wish I had, but I didn't. I said hey, maybe doing the 'family thing' won't be so bad. WRONG! We were at my mom's house and from the door my youngest sister tormented me. She kept saying stupid things like, "You were always different", and "You never played with us when we were little". The nagging continued for several days, I ignored her snide remarks. After all, everybody knows she has issues.

She continued to grate on my last nerve. Everyday the comments got worst and worst. I live by the motto, never let 'em see you sweat. I pride myself on my cool demeaner. I know how I can get when I am angry. I will blackout on somebody if I am extremely provoked. So I continued cool, calm and collected. I guess she was really getting pissed since I hadn't responded to any of her stupid comments. So, on the third day, she opened her mouth to say some of the dumbest comments ever. She says, "I don't know who you think you are, you think you are better than us". I thought, What? Where did that comment come from? So I asked her. So she says, "You was always the smart one and everybody gave you special treatment. Bitch, you think you cute, but you ain't shit". I told her I never said that and I never felt that way. Anyway, one thing led to the next, and at that point I had said some things that were not very ladylike. As I grabbed my coat and headed towards the door, I turned and screamed at the top of my lungs, "You are a crazy bitch; you need to seek help immediately, because you are harboring some ole deep seated childhood issues!!!"

To be continued...

Thursday, December 15, 2005

'Tis the Season...

'Tis the season to get your ankles crushed by some crazed shopper's shopping cart. Bah Hum Bug! LOL Well not really. But, I'm not too fond of the holidays. It's not because I'm a Scroogette or anything. It's just that I mean...come on? What's the purpose? Traffic is a mess, people act a fool, the crime rate goes up, and you got folks going into debt just to get Little Billy the latest toy thingy. It's a sham if you ask me.

Today, I attended my fourth and final "End of the Year Party" at work. I'm all partied out. That's more than enough socializing I wanted to do with those folks. Everyone is so phony. Surprisingly, my boss found it in her heart to thank me endlessly for all of my hard work this year. She did it in front of 200+ people. I was surprised as she hardly ever acknowledges anything. Briefly, I felt a little warm and fuzzy inside.


My thoughts on the Tookie Williams execution: I am not 100% against the death penalty. However, if there is a 1% chance that a person might be innocent, why take that chance and determine that they should be executed? Execution is too easy...life in prison seems more of an appropriate punishment.

Monday, December 12, 2005

Is Murder Ever The Answer to Murder?


Death Row vs. Execution

Schwarzenegger Denies Clemency for Williams

Capitol Punishment



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Everything and Nothing
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'Tis the Season...
Is Murder Ever The Answer to Murder?
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