It's been well over a year since I've posted and a whole lot has happened. I had a nervous break down essentially and I had to be hospitalized. Boy have things changed for me. I have a different outlook on life now. It seems that the little things are just not as important to me anymore. I'm a changed woman. I was also diagnosed with Bi-polar that's a whole other post in itself. Anyway, when I look back at my old post I kinda see where I started losing it. Anyway, I am dating a guy much older than me. He's 24 years older than me and I love every minute of it. Well that's all for now. Cause trust me I have a lot to tell in the next couple of posts.