Three's Company

Everything came to a head last week. I was exhausted. School, work, being mommy and trying to remain the 'good girl' took its toll on me. I had to take a break. There were no other options. It all came down to my sanity. I was channel surfing last Wednesday evening and it all hit me. I was bored as hell. All work and no play makes NjDivaGirl a dull bore. I needed some type of balance. No, I needed some kind of freakiness in my life. There was no need for me to try to be someone I wasn't anymore. Why was I trying to play the role of this nice little girl waiting patiently for something to jump off? That's never been my style. Never ever ever. I've always been a go getter. I guess I just wanted to try something different. Well, I'll be the first to admit it - it did not work. Waiting for Mr. Right? Who is that? That brotha don't exist. All the while, I had been denying myself the joys of pure pleasure. So I set out for some excitement. Something wild. Something I just couldn't resist. So, I did it. I did one of the most whorish thing I could do. I had a threesome. I called a female friend and a male friend. I invited them over for drinks. I told them what was up in advance. They knew they were invited to solely please me. It is what they wanted. But most importantly it is what I wanted. I seduced them. Both had been trying to get at me for awhile anyway. But, I had been resisting. I think that made them want me even more. I fed them my 'cake', and they ate it hungrily too! They wanted seconds. How could I say no? That's right. It was my time to run the show like I do so well. My naturally aggressive nature came out. They would do anything I asked. Noooo, I couldn't just go for one. I had to go for two. I had to send my 9 months of celibacy out with a big bang! (Besides, all of my 'toys' were broke LOL ). I indulged in the best of both worlds and I don't even feel fuqed up about it. I will spare the details. I'll just say it was HOT!